ひさしぶり!

ひさしぶり!!  Everybody has those days – lay down and roll over cause it’s more than you can take.  I blame Mercury being in retrograde though many would critique me by saying it’s the new trendy thing to blame for stress and terror. Lately my mission has become “to be so zen I can walk on water”.  The Buddhist in my life has served as a great inspiration for the way I live.

I had been overwhelmed with a desperate need for writing TETHERED ROMANCE once again, and so it has begun from where I left it on the wall some weeks ago. Seishin seemed so dormant in me, and had suddenly come to life again as if the winter had broken.  Perhaps he just likes the cold weather better, because in fact it was the summer that had broken.  THE REALITY FILTER has been on my mind so much lately but I still wait patiently (not *scoff*) for it go in house.

I continue to be the rock. The rock is solid.

So for my final act during Mercury’s Retrograde Stunt, is replacing my ipod. I have been using a 3rd gen nano for the past year when of course, a few months after my warenty ran out, IT BROKE ON ME.  I was outraged.  I went to Future Shop and was forced to buy a new ipod nano which is now capable of recording voice, video, and has new fitness options.

Excuse that it’s backwards, my webcam is a mirror.  Okay, at first, I hated the thing because I was so randomly forced to buy it, as I can not go a day without my music and it was absolutely dire that I replace the broken ipod immediately.  I was not happy.  But I told this new one, “Just give me time to love you”, and it was patient with me.  By this morning, I’m in new love! I can take videos! I can record my voice (no more carrying around heavy notebooks and tape recorders)!  I can make it keep track of my steps and burned calories!! And best of all – it’s all in Japanese!

Best of all I can carry with me, my Aberdeen, purring in a video.  A little less lonely with technology around.

“I feel stupid but I think I’ve been catching on.  I feel ugly but I know I still turn you on…”

-Matchbox 20, Mad Season

~ by bjevanael on September 28, 2009.